29th
i really really miss those friends that i drifted away from. it sucks thinking about it now and know that those friends who once promised to always be there no matter what happened now give you no thought at all. the person that they once were no longer exists.
sometimes, no actually a lot of times, i wish i could go up to them and shake them and remind them of how close we were before. i wish they could see how much i’m crying for their renewal inside and yet all i can do is turn my head and walk away.
i remember in english class my teacher was saying how it’s not the physical people that make us miss the past so much. it’s who they were.
everyone around us changes. for better or for worse does it really matter anymore? we drift away, replace them with new friends. it’s the sad truth of life, the view from my cynical glasses.
